Finally, exam was over & I just passed through one of the toughest moment in my life..
It's very cruel when reality overcome expectation..& I've never felt this way before..
For this time, I really have prepared for so long and sacrificed my sleeping time so I guess at least I can get pass for the exam...
The fact is, I just incapable to do that..I can't answer the question..
Done wrong the graph for the first paper..& for the last paper, I have wasted one hour time to answer the essay question but ended up with i can't answer ..The remaining half an hour I was totally mad because I have no time to complete the objective and structure.
Yeah, I screw up everything..
I really can't imagine what result I'll get..
Tears dropped non-stop right after finished exam..damn...it's supposed to be very excited because holiday was coming :S
Went to find James because I really can't bear it..
He put a small fan in front of me& said ''Just cry until enough and tell me what happened.''
Hmm..when he saw my face he already knew what's going on..& I even don't need to hide anything..
Hence I burst into crying within 5 seconds..
''For this time, I really want to give up..I really can't do it..I thought I can...I've tried my best u know....''
*I'm not going to fill all at here so just skip the conversation....
First time cried so seriously & ugly in front of someone..
''Don't look at me, I'm super ugly now..''
He started played his phone..
''Hey, can u listen to me? Don't play temple run okay?:@''
''U said don't look at you so I play my phone but I'm listening to u ok.. ''
''.....''
'' I thought u wanna tell me how happy u are because ur holiday was started but when u come in u show me a sad face :S ''
Haha..Thanks for ur place,tissues,ears & I felt better after all..
Life has its ups and downs..
I believe that everything happens for a reason..
So maybe the reason is I am not desperate or hardworking enough..
Thanks to whose always support & encourage me when I've almost fallen down..
Asked someone to wake me up & there was 90 missed called when i woke :S *my phone was still ringing at the moment >.<
I'm so sorry & congratulation because u just brake my highest missed calls record. LOL.
Hmm..
Never thought that he was the one who convinced me successfully eventually...
He pointed out my weakness & told me don't give up for Sem three..
Yeah, so next time I should be more struggle & more hardworking but don't only struggle at the eleventh hour. LOL.....
There's many unexpected things happened around me recently..
U can't do anything but accept after things happened, but how we gonna do to overcome the sorrow?
U gotta move on, u'll be fine than ever..
This is what i tells myself everyday.
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